I made the decision

Finally. It has been made. Firm and certain. My decision.

(you may have notice) I have struggled for the past months.

this may not be the most beautiful act but it is definitely the most meaningful decision and important turning point for me.

quoted from a song written by Stefanie Kwok

" whichever road I'll take
whatever path I'll make
whereever I may roam

I see your gentle hand
there guiding me along"

I do feel the meaning behind these words so much

and everytime I pray,

I pray that I will see your way,
I will do your will

though I may be blind at times to see your way
deaf at times to hear your words
lost at times to follow your path

but every step I take I just want to be closer to you.

Live in the light,
Walk in the light,
Stay away from the thoughts and actions that lead to darkness