다시 시작!

In 2007, when I started blogging, many things was happening in my life then. It always seems to be good to be young, you think so?

I thought, it was a misperception we might have, while experiencing those eagerness and energy about life. Especially, into the practicality of life. With full force, we speed and give it all we have without reservation, thinking and believing that was and is the one, most important task or mission we needed to begin in life.

Continuing at that speed, new terms, new relationships rushes into this life. Knowing that you are overwhelmed by it but you decided that these were only the effects of the practical life. Moving on, things get exciting for you. You became more certain that this was the way to go. Reaching your hands and setting your eyes even further to a goal or place where you believe that it has to be, for you.

One step into it. A whole new environment. Brand new friends. No. Acquaintance. You are excited again. A smooth journey through the year(s) did not set you thinking anything. BUT when things began to change, you faced the first slap on your face. It was not how you though it should have been, neither was it the way you wanted it to be.Environment changed, so did people. Selfishness are all visible in your eyes. How bad can it be? Do you still trust? No. I should say, Can you still trust? You can and did.

Another door opened. Stand still or take risk and move one step forward [or one step backward; you didn't know]. You just moved, that's all you know. And then, the light begun to shine on you earnestly without hesitation. Finally, you felt it and want to change, be selfish and re-energize for what you should really be for this practical life. It doesn't matter how long it takes, but how well have you evolve from it and raise yourself up to the world in your own way. Simply, restart.

The first word to learn and act, this year.

긴. 다시 시작.

Clearing. Setting it again.

I was away for too long?

Well, not exactly, I have cleared many things I wanted to do this year. Although there are prices and sacrifices to pay, but it is all worthwhile. I had probably learned four important things in this year. Too early to talk about year end feelings...lol

CHOICE, DO NOT WORRY, BELONGING, DO NOT REGRET.

Simple words like this just meant so much to me. It is about very decision I make in life, every step I take forward, every stroke I swim against all odds and every sight I see ahead of me.

Along the way, there are some who critics, comments, suggests, objects, cares, and even worries for me but I felt the most when someone sincerely encourages me. It may be a type of reassurance but it works magic! Seriously.

Self-Consciousness? How much does it matter to you?

I want to thanks all those who have encouraged me in one way or another in my life this year especially. Your words or actions has bring some magic into my life. Truly appreciate it. I meant it! (though i'm a person of few words when face to face talking about such thing, in my heart I appreciate you) :)

Appreciate.

24. years.

It takes much knowledge, awareness and sharing to make us reflect on all gifts given to and taken from us.

Since young, we have lived in this condition where our parents has work hard to provide for us, the best. Yet, as we've grown up we have forgotten to reflect the efforts by them; for who we are today.

To make it worse, we've taken advantage of it - making them work even harder. Terrible.

Life was very simple. For all I know, to stay alive on basic economical need.
Be fed, dressed and a shelter over your head.

This may sound very redundant to be mention. Of course we all knew it very well but we, human, just likes to demand more things.

To be fed with simple bread and butter, rice and veggies; enough?
I think millions and trillions of hungry people will be more than happy if there is sufficient water.

First world country ;wasting food which can help feed many more. Though many believe to donate $$ to help the hungry. Does it work? The never ending demand on food quality and freshness on scarce resources inflates price.

Worsening the situation, prices of further food donation are inflated even when we do not want to.

Being fed becomes such a complicated topic, what's more to say about being dressed.

Now, being dressed, in modernised world its about style, cut, quality, texture and fashion trend.

Step out of your comfort zone now!
Do something different to how you spend on food, clothes and other spendings.
Don't say "I don't know how!"
It's all about trying and conditioning yourself to change and be a flexible person in all situation.

Be mindful that any incident that may happen around you can change everything you have, enjoyed till now.

For me, learning a new word all over again - Appreciate.

My CHOICE to be back!!

I'm back here.

With a different perspective to relationships with people, after the CHOICE retreat, it gave me wider view and greater appreciation.

Although it can be easily understood that there are many people who loves you and wants to belong to you in a relationship but sometimes we are blinded by modernization that it overpowered or ruled the purest of a relationship.

It takes effort, lots of effort to begin, maintain, control and balance it.

Some reminders each day can be helpful at times.

I've once been told that - I may have change within myself but the world has not and this is THE challenge.

Tough? Maybe but we still need to face it and spread this awareness to more people.

Parents belonging to their children.
A child's belonging to his/her parents regardless of age,status/wealth.
A brother/ sister belonging to his/her siblings.
A husband/wife's belonging his/her spouse.
A person's belonging to his/her partner or friends.
One's belonging to another, is such a miraculous thing.


These exams, I had a better peace of mind than before. Not so conscious of getting fantastic grades or nervous about papers. Felt more calm than ever. Even I, myself, was surprised of my behaviour.

Take things easy and it will be alright. I've learnt.

Do not worry about what will happen in the future, for what comes tomorrow or even the next seconds are not meant for us to worry.

Worrying does not help to resolve physical issues or emotional burdens, instead it loads on more.
So why worry?

Well now, I just need to learn to be loved to balance my relationship with my closed ones - family and friends.
Yes, very random... lol ...its just me.

Nite.

been missing...her

past 9 days she was away.

i did felt empty and missed her. >.<
not that she was never away for trips but its just different this time.

like a missing piece in my heart. finally she is coming back today. So glad.

I can only say, our mum loves us more than we love them and this is very true. if you agree with me...

we can never do enough to love them as much.
ironically, they worry more for us than we do ourselves.

may those whose family members who had left them in any natural disaster, accidents; be strong and stand again.
may they find peace and forgiveness to those around them.
may every beat of our hearts, be a voice of encouragement and hope to them.
may the missing piece in their heart be filled the way he had planned for them to be

today i shall sing for them.

morning.

I made the decision

Finally. It has been made. Firm and certain. My decision.

(you may have notice) I have struggled for the past months.

this may not be the most beautiful act but it is definitely the most meaningful decision and important turning point for me.

quoted from a song written by Stefanie Kwok

" whichever road I'll take
whatever path I'll make
whereever I may roam

I see your gentle hand
there guiding me along"

I do feel the meaning behind these words so much

and everytime I pray,

I pray that I will see your way,
I will do your will

though I may be blind at times to see your way
deaf at times to hear your words
lost at times to follow your path

but every step I take I just want to be closer to you.

Live in the light,
Walk in the light,
Stay away from the thoughts and actions that lead to darkness

empty out and fill it up again

for the last 4 days it hasn't been good. happy not exactly. energetic not really. working hard, for the wrong cause.

who and what are the priorities in my life. I wonder. when and how am I handling it. I wonder.

my energy, strength, and madness seems to have driven too far away from me to keep me alive with joy and happiness.

reality has come closer to me ever since. I was wrong in everything. how far more can I go. I wonder.

where is the heart of mine which touches the life of others around me. now I no longer feel touched. why? I wonder.

accept who I am or change who I am. i really am not happy. nothing is keeping me there but my faith. I'm hanging onto it really hard and not letting it go because he has never let me go.

in my lowest point in life, in my most sad moments in life, in my most worrying time in life I know he is always there to guide me, help me and shower me with love. I thank him.

it is for who he made me to be. I live.

please keep reminding me that I should love others as much as he loves us.

it was not good

whole of this week was not good.

People, work, relationship, finance, moods, environment, chances, my room was all in a mess.
Is it something like a end year mess-up time?

No, it better not be...so..

I've clear my desk, pick up mood, adjust my finance, open my eyes, listen and feel for others from yesterday...well.. take a step at a time..

sometimes when you dont know the person working style...its tiring to keep trying out. although she meant good but maybe its just me ...alright.. its midnight soon.. I want my 7hours of slp!!

tata..

Advent.

This period of advent has been more meaningful to me than ever.

Now it is not so much about - christmas food, presents, shoppings and parties.

It's a preparation to know who and why a special person will be coming to us on this day. Every event creates who and where we are now. It is his grace for us that we are saved. Grace gives encourages and gives us hope(2 Thessalonians 2:16). It transforms and help us in our times of need (1 Corinthians 15:9-10; Hebrews 4:16)

Allow your grace and its power to make me a new creation
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I will specially pray for the souls of the ones who faces the most difficult period of life.
May they be well again over any sickness.
May they find the simple happiness in life throughout all obstacles.
May they be free from temptions.
May they learn through the challenges.
And may they share their joy and care to everyone surrounding them.

keep your fighting spirit burning for someone will know you, shall see it and acknowledge it.

I am in preparation,
Jean

coming....

to the the slower pace of life, a closing chapter, a quieter month, resting month, reflective period.

very glad that I had a relaxing and simple day today. Felt re-energised to keep moving on. This is so important to me as I needed it so much.

what more can we ask of life. Just a quiet moment to listen, feel and see our surroundings of beautiful voices, scenes, people and events that happens. Happiness can spread so can Love.

the bottom line of every emotion and motion is Love. so, it does bring along peace.

I've just learnt today. 2 type of peace.
Peace, where fear was created in people, derive from a protection against your enemies. Always fighting for this "peace"
Peace, where they are unarmed, dervie from within the heart to whom is seeking for it. Harmony will come.

Peace to you, is..?

being.....hmm.nice

firstly, what has the world become?

one that we all love
one that we all hate
one that we all detest
one that we all worries
one that we all care
one that we all live on
one that we all cherish
one that we all hope
one that we all dream of?
one that we all are disgust about
one that we don't bother
one that we all grow
one that you and I are alive

if this is so why why why cant we make each other's life much easier, better and happier.
is it true that the sorrow of one brings joy to the other?
I don't believe. But reality is proofing me wrong.
what a challenge isn't it.

Forget the dream of.
Just remember, I have not let anyone down because every single thing I do. I do it to make your life much more easier, better and happier!
Being. Nice.

even though no one is appreciative of it. it really doesn't matter.

Inside me..happiness...spreading to those around me

I may have uploaded many photos on facebook but here are one of my favourite shots which may not be on fb.

I've only pick a few from each day as blogspot is not exactly good at supporting photos uploading for publish.

I was at Gianyar attending Dini & Gusti Wedding with Michelle and Sis, YK.

A cute boy of the family who was fantasize with my camera, and use it to take a candid pic of me! :P

Fortuin is where we settle our seafood dinner, located at Jimbanran Beach.

Mical and Melissa join Michelle, YK and I at the restaurant after their full day excursion in Bali - including Ubud, Uluwatu Temple the most southern part of Bali. Here's our candid pose!

River Ayung, where we fall with the raft and wet ourselves totally!!

Its a 3m fall; its was fun and aka water rollercoaster. Sure to get wet. :P

Mt Batur, taking a rest on the top while enjoying the peacefulness and view.

How I wish I could stay longer cos, its so lovely that no words could explain how I feel up there.

I will be back for more!

View top down from Mt Batur, in it is the Mt Abang..a small Mt.

On Lembourgan Island, lovely sea view and waves....

Resting on the cruise; enjoying sea breeze..
to dry me up after a good snorkeling - beautiful corals and fishes

Landed our foot on Dreamland beach.
Yes we were in Bali!! as obvious as it can be right!


then lifted our foot to jump into the sea!
How I wish I could but we only came on our departure day.
No chance to lazy long enough.
next trip I shall stay there for a night and stare at the ocean all day long. hahaha


threesome, pretty shot at dreamland!

Throughout the whole trip, I was thinking of extending my stay!! Really very keen to do so...

Not only the places and views that are holding me back but also the people, culture, environment and slow pace lifestyle.

I've come to realise that life in Singapore are always spinning around all our wants and desires...

In fact, we just need to satisfy our needs to live good, simple and happily.

Families who lives together had such great bonds that in the modern city, it is hard to find.

Modern families like to compare their monetary, or community status. Helping hands are so difficult to seek for even in your own family.

Yet living in a big community, foster the bonds between family and neighbours.

thus, the grass of the other field is always greener.

please appreciate everything you have in life and don't always demand so much and waste so much on the unnecessary. Money and skills can bring you to a social level but it will not buy you happiness. It has to come from somewhere in you. Only then you can share the happiness with others like a lovely child will. Remember, we were once a child too, bringing happiness to many.

No Limits

For many years, I've never thought about failure and what about it.


Only recently 2 years ago, I understand that failures are not just the tools to pull us down to the lowest point in life. It is the only one which show us the right pathway to succeed against failure, itself.


The emotions we have are based on the failures we faced.

The fear of returning back to the starting point.

The disappointment from our expectations.

The faith in ourselves.

The believe that we will pick up from failure and return with success.

The trust that your friends is there to support you and not look down on you.

The guts to challenge yourself.

The determination to follow through.

The hope that everything is possible.

The hardwork which is worthy, no matter what the results are.

The strength to carry you through hardships,

The love which is the neverending force behind you.

Love from your family, friends and even those whom you care less about.


Please do not give up on yourself even when others have. Because no one can set the limits on you, except yourself!

V - work

well, it was my "don't how may times" doing v - work. I must say was really interesting and good. nothing difficult for anyone - especially it was just food distribution.

all you need is arm strength, a good attitude, good nature, nice partners, and a big Smilez to bring happiness and joy to the beneficiaries.

we were just the messager, middle man who help to deliver these kind thoughts to them.
in total there were 700 or more families who benefited from this. our team of 4 only had to distribute to 10 families.

i really like the v - work offer in my current work place. its definitely very meaningful.

am very keen to look for more v - work from other organisation but not too sure to begin.

remember to never stop giving as you are always receiving.

Now, it's pause for study!!!!

Time for study pause has arrived! After spending the last 9 days (out off 11 days leave) on study, now, I will fully utilise the next 2 days to have a break, breathe the fresh air around me.

This includes the movie air, shopping air, salon air(think it smells too), eating air (tasty too), cool air, freedom and happy air (definitely a must).

Just ended my last paper at 5.30pm on Tuesday, 11 May 2010.

Funny things happen just before the exam started. Firstly, examination venue is at Sg Expo. I went to check for my seating number outside Hall 7, realising that there was no seats for Bsc Banking & Finance students..(shock ++close to panic) luckily, I overheard that there is another, at Hall 9! I see, my seating no. must be there.

Yes, my name was on the list outside Hall 9. Phew.. cold sweat'''
Check, noted that its Row 29, Seat 1149. Verified with the seating map too.
15 mins before paper starts.. a guy walk towards me and say "excuse me, think this is my seat." (??) I replied confidently, " No, my seat no is 1149." He walk off to double check.

5-7 mins later he return and say. "Yes. This is my seat." (erm, this time, I better go check again since he's so sure) Arg.. pack my stationary and stuff with me and went to check with the helpdesk.

Correct, it is Row 29. 1149 is correct, but it is the index no of the listing...=.= not my seat number...
It should be 1154. The most ironical thing to happen is that the index no. exists in the same row. Thus, resulted in such a silly act of me and mistake.

Just in time to seat down at the right place, settle down 2 mins before paper start.. (worse, am having headache). Realised later that I'm not the only 1 with such silly act. Another guy's was worse, paper has already started. (-.-) I was lucky!

Right after paper. Treated my parent to watch IP MAN 2 (葉问2) - Comment is, Good, worth watching. One of the better recent movie from HK movie market, can't wait to see more good HK movie! They were so good in the past, but affected by piracy..

Next few activities would keep me busy for 2 whole day. Catching Iron Man 2 (omy with WOL pals since we last met) *happy*, Shopping with Mel, Haircut, food tasting too, on wednesday, which is today! Thats fast. (1.58am)

Thursday would be church first, then The Backup Plan with Caroline, then met Eve and Stef for swim, sing song at Eve's changi club house.. hoho hoho so happening. hahah (i must go buy new swim suit, old one is dying soon)

Friday. Work! - Don't know what to expect. But sure a moutainous high backlogs and issues to be settle. Never mind, shan't think about this now since I've finally put down the study cap. Still too soon to put back the working cap. Now, it has to be the happy cap. :P

Sat, even more meaningful, volunteering (company's) to bringi MINDS kids to SG flyer with games.. looking forward to it.. Such a meaningful event.. (for me at least) though those who are going are super "heads" of section... (wonder how they will take it). Cos no matter what, these kids have a much simpler mind than us (or "them") opps... badmouthing but nvm, only my friend, you, are reading. hehehe...(just sharing ok)

I've shared photos I've took of SHE Concert on my facebook... too big to load into this space... and its super slow to load!!! Give up doing it. If you want to have a glance, go see my facebook. (since i'm on leave, i've, ironically, be frequent on Fb and MSN. Think this will last for only the next 2 days!!!hahahha

[cant wait for 22 May, another exciting, happening event!!]
[oh., i'm cantoring this sunday O.O]
[time to refresh my soul and mind during the next few months break]
[time to get back to korean]
[time for exercise]
[time for friends catch up]
[time to explore RW and MBS]
[time to know more ppl, get out of my comfort zone]

Time for my 7 hours of beauty slp!! see you later today WOL pals!!!
*candice - jia you oh!!!! all the best.

Pause for a moment!

Someone once said to me that I am stuck into the life of the "typical" working life of 9 to 5 timing, Mon - Friday week. And the only forward looking we can have is climbing higher in position, earning more and having power in which ever aspect.

If life really this way?

I would say, yes, I am working on a standard working hours and patterns. Boring? Not exactly, because I take this a every important learning journey in life. No matter which level, rank, position and company I am in. Most importantly is that I truely enjoy these moments.

I've gone through some bad moments last few months. Feeling the most uncertainty that life can bring since the last 23 years, that faces of people whom really cares for you, who really just care for themselves, who are really hopeless in controlling the situation, who once given you their words but unable to fulfill it, who are truely aggressive, who can be even worse situation then you are now.

Life is practical. So it the truth, it's cruel.

This does not mean that we can run away. Ultimately, you still have to face it, not now but later.

Block leave ever since has always been used for exams preparation. Without exams, study, what would I be doing? Trip to Newzealand, find Danielle / Taiwan find Angel / Korea always want to go / Bali / Phuket / Rest at home, spend time with family.

I've taken a pause from work for the next 11days! But no pause for study.

It is the ever working and moving me that makes me aware that precious time are spend meaningfully to where it suppose to be... Do not be bounded by the name of "work". It only occupies 25% of ur 7 days week!! leh....

ok I shall continue to use my remaining block leave to concentrate for my papers.. (keep enriching yourself with more knowledge from books and surrounding experience!)

tata!

Its January again. Tiger Year again.

January. Year of Tiger. 12 yrs past.

12 years ago. I was so different from now. History has begin to be unclear. It is true that memory fails as time goes by. I only remember the critical events.

I want to say a Big THANK YOU to friends , pals and soul mate I've met in NYP - MK0405 and NYPSU. For the your presence has play a part in shaping who I am now.

Graduated from NYP for almost 2 years, if you seldom meet me. I suppose you're find me more tone down already. :) Good thing right. More relax too.

Life has been more stable, minus all the ups and down from school events, camps and activities.
Regular time on weekday and freedom on weekend.
Some some quality time wth different friends is Good too.

I love simplier things. Less surprises are fine, more thoughtfulness is appreciated..

Still back to the time, I want love to walk around, roam around, shop around, eat around and relax around on my own.

I dont expect any one to remember, but as long as I'm happy. It's most wonderful thing.

I really miss the days we meet daily, attend classes, discuss at meetings, play in su office, plan events, run events, cheer in camps, laugh at each other, support each other, make decisions, project presentation, perform when need to, get wet together, cry together, get angry together, and even at times when we ignore each other.

Muacks Muack I still love all of you as much as I love myself oh.

My friend in this new year, may you be blessed. :)


Jean

my greatest reward from Bali Trip

My greatest reward for this trip is to see Dini again after almostly more then 4 years, I think.


She was so sweet that she took a day off on sunday to spend the time with Candice and myself. Her boyfriend, also fiance, even took 2 days off. For us? Indirectly, I suppose. Jokingly I said to Dini, " He took for you, and you for us!" :)


Before the trip I heard from her that she rides since 13years old. WOW. I didn't know that.
Candice took Dini's bike and I took Gusti's bike (her bf). Told Dini, " You take care of Candice, my friend, and your boyfriend take care of me, Dini friend." Weird right, but it make sense la..


Candice can get to know Dini while I get to know her boyfriend a little.


















We spend nice moments at the beach, at sunset.


As usual, my madness, ask Dini to do the jumping shot at sunset. Really memorable. It was her 1st time doing such thing. Good for her.
























My 1st time to experience something like "lamp light dinner" as the whole stretch of restaurants experience "blackout". Thus, the only source of light are the oil lamp and moonlight. It was also a very fresh seafood dinner.


Although we left a lot of rice, but the place creates a nice atmospohere with company of music, songs and dance performances.



















I still remember the scenic view from the status of Garuda Wishnu(top down) on the shores of Bali. We took some really lovely photos here.


The ready Garuda, Dini and myself at the very bottom



















Upper body of Wishnu; Gusti Dini Myself and Candice























Well, its late. I shall stop here and continue when I have time and photos.

Updates!!!

8 Oct 09
Meet up with Ter, norman, mical, steven and paige to celebrate Ter bday!!


Had simple dinner at Outback! Chit chat session at Starbucks! Simple, nice and comfortable one. Date: 20 oct 09


9 OCt 09
Planned dinner + karaoke with church choir mama san.. and ah ma san... :P wow 1st time..

It been always lovely to go to church and gather at the choir wing.. though almost 90% of the member are old enough to be my mama of even ah ma while the 10 % is myself and a 14yr boy (panist) . There is no politics bettween them though older persons can argue... / mega discussion at times but the mutual relationship are just wonderful. :) no stress unlike being in a youth choir/ other choir..

Cos everyone truely wana sing for God - simple intention ,,, simple thought and simple contribution..

Think they gonna go mad on that day!! hahha gosh..bet you dont believe it..... shall see hopefully there're photo to update you again.. :) Dated: 6 Oct 09, 1am


10 Oct 09
Watching STOMP @ Esplanade with Pui Leng

It was very good. Very beat, very clap, very little motion friction and action sets the atmosphere and tempo just right. It was a group of wonderful audience for the wonderful musical.
Though I've not really played an instrument but this is really one that many can appreciate till standing up and applause!!
Got a keychain for memory! haha will take a pic and show you.. Date: 20 oct 09


18 Oct 09
Memories of Ah Ma


Hopefully whole family will attend the Mass which we are offering for Ah Ma - that will be the best of all gift of the day! :>


Good day, had 2 good meal cos my 2 aunt treat us.. hohoho..


went to visit grandaunt who had just recover from a surgery.


Noted about a good Cham Cai restaurant at ang mo kio coffee shop.. cheap, good, not oily... 11pax and we only spend 60+ for 5 dishes...Date: 20 oct 09


24 Oct 09
it's a surprise day! - update you later.Date: 20 oct 09


30 Oct 09 - 2 Nov 09
Planned trip to Bali with Candice
Can see Dini!! Happy.. but haven booked leave yet... must remember.Anyone has good recommendation feel free to provide.. love to hear from you..
Deepest regards,
Jean

Exciting as usual....

Many things happening .. on weekends especially!!
Thats because weekends are no work day..

11 Sept 09 - Voluntor at the SCB Sports for ALL event with beneficiary MINDSVille ppl. It was a great day of love, care and sports.. all in one.. Took the staff voluntor leave :D End early and met Melissa for dinner cos it was held at Bukit Gombak Stadium... so far... now i understand how Mel felt when travelling to school at least a bit.... (though too late to understand)

13 Sept 09 - Watching JUMP @ Esplanade!!! with Evan and Puileng.. I've missed it last year so this time I'm not going to missed it again!! :D It was fantastic! Very Funny and interesting. Humur all the crowds with their actions, non-verbal language..good sound effect and lightings. Had a good laughed. Realized I badly needed that since my last laughed which was at the cinema with Mical watching the Proposal! The artist were really skilled in their actions.

There was a part where they invited an audience to join in the show.. as Singapore Master!! that was hilarious.. the guy did nothing yet they made it seem like Wow ! he's the singapore master..more powerful then them.. funny. Gave him the JUMP jumper.. omg that is so cool. I want that jumper too!..too bad..they dont sell it. (sad) Puileng say go Korea maybe can buy it. Who knows... :p

Thumbs UP!! Can wait for the Stomp Performance! Better dont disappoint me! :)

15 Sept 09 - Busy day crazy day.. this whole week is going to be like this... so many datelines..and things keep coming in.. yet the speed of going out is <>
18 Sept 09 - OCL just ask for dinner .. seems that mical is free too...asking irene too! Maybe watching The Ugly Truth!!! hahah :) happy. Funny show! Recommended if you need a good laugh :D. Chat till really late . . .been so long that i last slept at 3.30am Opps..only 3 hrs of sleep before waking up again...lost half my spirit the next day! tea and yogurt didnt help much to make me stay awake. Lol ...Soup spoon food is really healthy - so much veggies..
Realise that recently not so keen in shopping ...how? Save money loh.. its a gd thing.

19 Sept 09 - Most probably joining ex-su pals for gathering! :) at Minds Cafe I suppose.May think twice about going, cos I may want to study .. :) opps didnt make it for it.. did some reading which is good. :) Maybe next occasion i'll join bah..

26 Sept 09 - Celebrating Irene's Bday .. should be full attendences bah :)

10 Oct 09 - Watching STOMP @ Esplanade too. with Evan and Pui Leng too!

18 Oct 09 - Memories of Ah Ma , hopefully whole family will attend the Mass which we are offering for Ah Ma - that will be the best of all gift of the day! :>

30 Oct 09 - 2 Nov 09 - Planned trip to Bali with Candice.. can see Dini too!! Happy.. but haven booked leave yet... must remember.Anyone has good recommendation feel free to provide.. love to hear from you..

thats about it.. ... :D bye..