레이블이 Me Myself and I인 게시물을 표시합니다. 모든 게시물 표시
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일요일, 1월 23, 2011

empty out and fill it up again

for the last 4 days it hasn't been good. happy not exactly. energetic not really. working hard, for the wrong cause.

who and what are the priorities in my life. I wonder. when and how am I handling it. I wonder.

my energy, strength, and madness seems to have driven too far away from me to keep me alive with joy and happiness.

reality has come closer to me ever since. I was wrong in everything. how far more can I go. I wonder.

where is the heart of mine which touches the life of others around me. now I no longer feel touched. why? I wonder.

accept who I am or change who I am. i really am not happy. nothing is keeping me there but my faith. I'm hanging onto it really hard and not letting it go because he has never let me go.

in my lowest point in life, in my most sad moments in life, in my most worrying time in life I know he is always there to guide me, help me and shower me with love. I thank him.

it is for who he made me to be. I live.

please keep reminding me that I should love others as much as he loves us.

월요일, 11월 29, 2010

i need

peace and quietness....

to do the right thing. trust the right thing. belief him.

calm myself down a bit more.

regenerate my energy...for everything. Yes these what i need.

월요일, 11월 15, 2010

for the last 10 & 1/2 months...

i had till now 37 albums.

Some with many photos, some with little but on a average each month I have at least 2 albums..
this is so much more than the last few years.

all these are memories from bday celebration to outdoor activities, dinning, choir gatherings, museum visiting, holiday trips, IR sight seeing, baby showers,food gatherings, wedding celebrations, Concerts, CNY, charity & volunteer work, Angel's visit, DnD, horse watching, kite flying, Bali trip, Dini's wedding...and etc..

and I'm not ending the year just with 37 albums cos I'm even more packed in Nov till Dec.

So many more things are happening closely together in the next 1 & 1/2 mths. I'll definitely have more to share before I close the Chapter for 2010 !

화요일, 11월 02, 2010

its a whole lot of craps.......



yes definitely a whole lot of craps. why do human like to create so much crap ideas for crap purpose and crap intentions and do crap things with crap discussion for craps issues to gain crap benefits and expect crap results in crap places

to make crap things sound logical and best of all to make SENSE out of crap things!
incredibly, wat a crap!

Equation = life - crap
= meaningful life

수요일, 5월 12, 2010

Now, it's pause for study!!!!

Time for study pause has arrived! After spending the last 9 days (out off 11 days leave) on study, now, I will fully utilise the next 2 days to have a break, breathe the fresh air around me.

This includes the movie air, shopping air, salon air(think it smells too), eating air (tasty too), cool air, freedom and happy air (definitely a must).

Just ended my last paper at 5.30pm on Tuesday, 11 May 2010.

Funny things happen just before the exam started. Firstly, examination venue is at Sg Expo. I went to check for my seating number outside Hall 7, realising that there was no seats for Bsc Banking & Finance students..(shock ++close to panic) luckily, I overheard that there is another, at Hall 9! I see, my seating no. must be there.

Yes, my name was on the list outside Hall 9. Phew.. cold sweat'''
Check, noted that its Row 29, Seat 1149. Verified with the seating map too.
15 mins before paper starts.. a guy walk towards me and say "excuse me, think this is my seat." (??) I replied confidently, " No, my seat no is 1149." He walk off to double check.

5-7 mins later he return and say. "Yes. This is my seat." (erm, this time, I better go check again since he's so sure) Arg.. pack my stationary and stuff with me and went to check with the helpdesk.

Correct, it is Row 29. 1149 is correct, but it is the index no of the listing...=.= not my seat number...
It should be 1154. The most ironical thing to happen is that the index no. exists in the same row. Thus, resulted in such a silly act of me and mistake.

Just in time to seat down at the right place, settle down 2 mins before paper start.. (worse, am having headache). Realised later that I'm not the only 1 with such silly act. Another guy's was worse, paper has already started. (-.-) I was lucky!

Right after paper. Treated my parent to watch IP MAN 2 (葉问2) - Comment is, Good, worth watching. One of the better recent movie from HK movie market, can't wait to see more good HK movie! They were so good in the past, but affected by piracy..

Next few activities would keep me busy for 2 whole day. Catching Iron Man 2 (omy with WOL pals since we last met) *happy*, Shopping with Mel, Haircut, food tasting too, on wednesday, which is today! Thats fast. (1.58am)

Thursday would be church first, then The Backup Plan with Caroline, then met Eve and Stef for swim, sing song at Eve's changi club house.. hoho hoho so happening. hahah (i must go buy new swim suit, old one is dying soon)

Friday. Work! - Don't know what to expect. But sure a moutainous high backlogs and issues to be settle. Never mind, shan't think about this now since I've finally put down the study cap. Still too soon to put back the working cap. Now, it has to be the happy cap. :P

Sat, even more meaningful, volunteering (company's) to bringi MINDS kids to SG flyer with games.. looking forward to it.. Such a meaningful event.. (for me at least) though those who are going are super "heads" of section... (wonder how they will take it). Cos no matter what, these kids have a much simpler mind than us (or "them") opps... badmouthing but nvm, only my friend, you, are reading. hehehe...(just sharing ok)

I've shared photos I've took of SHE Concert on my facebook... too big to load into this space... and its super slow to load!!! Give up doing it. If you want to have a glance, go see my facebook. (since i'm on leave, i've, ironically, be frequent on Fb and MSN. Think this will last for only the next 2 days!!!hahahha

[cant wait for 22 May, another exciting, happening event!!]
[oh., i'm cantoring this sunday O.O]
[time to refresh my soul and mind during the next few months break]
[time to get back to korean]
[time for exercise]
[time for friends catch up]
[time to explore RW and MBS]
[time to know more ppl, get out of my comfort zone]

Time for my 7 hours of beauty slp!! see you later today WOL pals!!!
*candice - jia you oh!!!! all the best.

목요일, 2월 26, 2009

Fine!

Someone suggested me to update. ok SO i'm doing so now..

Been undiscipline to get seated and study.. even though I've cut down on outtings and personal social activities.. Sorry for all the rejects from me... Cos this period is really crucial if this doesnt work for me... it meant I'll have a even tougher time next year..

All i need is jia you from u.. and understanding. Thanks.

been catching up w candice as usual... but it seems something ... changing.. but dont know wat.. maybe i too stress and tired.. so always feel restless bah..
1 week never see mical
2 weeks or more never see Eddie, steven
1 month never seen Irene, Melissa, zibi
1-2 month never see Damien, chiho, norman,
about 3 mths nvr see puileng and evan.
worse at least 4mth never see nicole.
and the ulimate - more than 6-8 mths never seen terrence.
miss danielle whose in NZ.

more than 3 mths nvr exercise.

more than 2 mths nvr spend crazily or eat at restaurant.

wanting to start scrapbook but dont like to do it alone. .. erg... but have too cos not many ppl hav interest in this.

just had musical seats at office this monday.. I've change place .. further from my boss who used to be behind me.. now in front of me... (w some distance la) New place is brighter but noisy cos always can hear z.z.z.z.z.z. printing sound from the printing behind....

dots.... but nvm. still acceptable.

realise from stephanie (church friend) that Sister Edwina - is no longer a nun so when u see her please call her edwina.. ya.. i find it diffcult to change suddenly but its a truth.

May God bless her.

每个人都需要有人关心着,照顾着和爱惜着。我也不例外。我有的是家人的爱与关心,朋友的体贴与抱容。照顾吗就要靠自己了!

加油我一定能做到的!

interested places are - Korea in 2010, NZ in 2011 (visit danielle also ask her bring me around), 2012 wow.. UK idea hor... oplympic time.. hahah small short trips to beachy places - philippines Boracay, Bali, Phuket and Hong Kong, Taiwant(visit Angel), ok... stop dreamming le.. study time.. atleast this blog help me to stay awake. thanks for the suggestion to update blog...

note: if sometime u think jean yeo is going the wrong direction please tell me. cos thats wat friends are for. thanks....


Jia yi

목요일, 12월 18, 2008

Sudden Swing!

What swings? A Swing!

Up, Down. Fast, Slow. Energetic, Weakly. Ambitious, Subtle. Dangerous, Safe. Constant, inconsistent. Enjoyable, Disgusting. Dared, Feared. Glad, Worry. Future, Past. Front, Back.

Another thing that swing most is a Mood. Is this in control? I have no idea. I only know the result. Either pissed off or feel blissful.

Good example. 7 Dec, completed the Standard Chartered 10 Km marathon. Felt really good and happy. Next hour or so, I'm pissed by my friend. Spoilt the whole day.

Stayed at home recently, glad and happy that I have all the time I want. But irritated by the fact of missing friends yet don't want to meet them. Super duper contradicting. x_X

Having my block leave soon. Looking forward and the trip to Phuket. A night spoilt cos I Missed My Corporate Finance class. Freak!! It lesson on Dividend Policy - one of the most useful and interesting chapter I would like. And very related to work. But missed cos of work and for block leave. See how contradicting life can be. The most terrible fact is that is the last lesson before term break!!!!! Freaking irritated and sad. Same complained to norman again. Sorry for that. Cos i know only you will entertain my such msg.

Mical made it better when she initate to ask out for study on sat. Withdrawn initially. Tried to politely reply that I may not want and change topic. But she kept returning on track on the topic. Yea. At the moment I'm fine to meet with her. Maybe I really need someone to accompany to study as I'm seriously getting no where! I hate this. Its so stupid and I'm seeing this happen. Its even more stupid. Crap.

Frustrated so decided to blog. Yes, it tonight that these happened.

On the LRT. This theory surfaced. Don't know if you agree.
Your family are the parent tree sheltering you at growing stage.

When you grow up, your limbs, knowledge, humane, feelings, teaching and culture are the roots that grow deep and strong into earth holding you real tight and firm in the forest. In this, you can weather against any storm that comes your way.

While, friends, are the same species as you whom you share the same soil and environment when growing up.

But if bad weather you choose to let go, you will lose your roots, and fall. You may fall but friends are near the environment whom will give you the cushion support to prevent you from complete collapsing. Your family, will block the bad weather even before it reaches you. SO You Should Never Let Loose. Hold and Grip Tight to the roots in that soils of that environment where you grown up. You can grow very very tall to see, feel and participate in the world. But you don't need to transplant to other environment to be in the World. Cos in those place. Trees around you are not the same species in the new environment with new soil. Most importantly, you lose your shelter.


Good night. Merry Christms and Happy New Year.
I want a happy and stress free trip. It will be. Keep things simple. Memorable does not mean expensive. Relax and let the time go slowly.

Close to nature thats what I want to experience in this trip. Not shopping.

Jean.

수요일, 10월 08, 2008

Time Value, Relationship Values

what is important now?
To me.
Time or relationship. Having realised that this issue has come back haunting me again. Still remember it was 1 year back when I've just started working. Back then, I was so tied up with time spend with friends and had no time for myself. Depressed with the type of situation I was in, yet I could not do much. Eventually, continue to meet up with ppl - poly, su, sec pals. Mainly during the weekends - burned.


Now and again, this feeling is returning. Isnt better than previous as now additional responsibility is put upon me. Student again. This has indirectly place a financial responsibility on me as well.


Needed to talk to someone but who actually understands. Yet I dont want to bring my troubles to others when they do have their own.


Can I declare sabbatical leave from wol?
I do not know why we only meet up only when there is birthday. I'm not asking alot. Actually, I mean, can't we meet as and when we miss each other for dinner, shopping or any other simple daily activities.


On my list when i want call ppl out for dinner or watever, 1st is candice, eddie....
It really doesnt matter if i call them and they cant make it some times. I'm fine.


Seems to me that it has slowly become an obligation to once in a while catch up with friends. Why is this so? Do I hate it? NO. Do I dislike it? Yes. Why? Because it has to come with feelings not a obligational task.


I really need a break to revitalise myself...


Oct weekend is so packed. Hate it. And why am I not concentrating enough in my studies. No one can answer this.


Until, Sunday after the HOPE run. It's been awhile I've attended the 11am mass @ church. Father Yeo's homily gave light to my dullness, that everyday we are bless by God to be awake and alive thru his works. Every day has a purpose and reason for you to live, to live his words and do his works. Be forgiving and passionate to every day's life.


To myself - Jean, dont you ever run away! U didnt in the past when memories were bad because you believed. Now, just believe and all things will be fine according to God's way.


Let me stay onshore away from the waves and tides, please.


Sometimes giving too much- you need to replenish.


*have i ever said something that hurt you significantly or insignificantly? Please tell me, at least i am aware and can take note in the future. as I understand its sad more than hurting to hear that from a friend.



Jean am i.

토요일, 7월 19, 2008

To begin this entry, I simply had to refer to my 'diary calendar' to check what date is it today! shocking as I could not even remember the date. How can!

Now waiting for my class to start, suddenly felt tremendously tired and emotional till I want to make use of this 5 mins to pen down my thoughts and feelings. Instead of messaging my friends and 'disturb them just to keep me accompanied.

Lifestyle has been changing for me. Is it a tremendously change or a 36' change? I'm not too sure too. However, I know that my thoughts have change to practicality; words has become more forefront and blunt; behaviour had been even more individualistic.

I've once told a friend that (I need to talk to someone man. As I've been listening and accompanying others. Yet, I want time for my self. I want to relax and talk all I want about anything openly. Basically, want attention but avoiding companion.) How could this happen to me.

Did I close my own doors? or I am in the mids of destroying it.

Sometimes it meant no harm with those words of mine. But it just came out. Maybe I have no other ways of expressing myself better or in the way people seems to perceive of me.

Life just need to be really simple and cry out loud when you need to!

Truly, my words at times of truth from the heart has not change!

class starting, will continue next time.
*PS feeling much better after writing (expressing) this out.

jean.

토요일, 9월 08, 2007

Please take note that this entry may be emotional. You may not agree with the content but please refrain on commenting as this is still a personal belief. Thank you. :)
人为什么要渴望?
人为什么有居心?
人为什么要为自我?
人为什么要嫉妒?
人为什么要小气?
人为什么有戒心?
人为什么要贪心?
人为什么要虚情假意?
人为什么不能用心对待?
人为什么不能宽恕?
人为什么不能有多点耐心?
人为什么不能大方点?
人为什么不能满足?
人为什么不能包容?
人为什么不能简单点?


我们在您眼中,
不是应该真心真意吗?
不是应该有耐心吗?
人不是应该要原谅吗?
人不是应该要彼此爱惜吗?
人不是应该要过得满足吗?
人不是应该要以您为榜样吗?

这些有那么难吗?
为什么人还是做不倒呢?
Tbc....

화요일, 7월 10, 2007

A RollerCoaster Ride

Life sometimes is like a roller coaster ride with High and Lows. It will always bring you excitement or even thrilling feelings. Heart-attack, I would say. You can feel you heart 'hanging' in the air. Yet it gives you an itchy feeling. Why? Maybe it is suppose to make you smile and laugh throughout the ride.
JUST LIKE LIFE.
the week past. full of surprise and unexpected events.
a new temp take over me on 3 july at SCB. 2 days later, Quited- too stressed. I totally can't believe such thing when she is a SIM undergrad in Banking and Finance some more. O.O ?? It was such a good chance to build her CV. What a pity! In end, Jacy still have to one to help her, last week.
Friday, had graduation ceremony.
Lunch appointment with MR WEE - our papa. hehehe We treat him but he pay.. at the north canteen. Pop!! saw Huiping. lol Thought she was there for us.. - thick faced. No lar. she was going for her advance trial theory test. Get ready at Auditorium. Put on the gown. Sat in the Audi. Zibin and Mical was near me. Irene was beautifully make up for the ceremony unlike the rest of us.. or even majority of us. haha. Terence was with us. (Thanks Ter, it was lovely to have you with us) The guys looks smart. So is the beautiful girls from WOL. :P
Glamour shots after ceremony. With Families, friends, gals, guys, pals etc. *Saw Siang Shu (yong siang), he was botak but he look pretty good in that hair style. Yet to See KW's one but its a norm for him so it's nothing new.
NEXT, 20th Bday celebration for Mical.
Dinner at the Holland V something Cafe Restaurant which opens till 2AM man!! Wonderful food and Service (dessert on the house, Norman you missed it) Played Zhong Ji Mi Ma.
1st funniest dare - mical waved at the open window from the 2nd flr to the stranger outside and needed a waved back. The Guy gave a ' wat the hell stare.' She nearly pointed my 'signature sign'. LOL.
2nd funniest dare - I had to be a monkey at the same window panel and wait for a reply from someone. Hilarious part is the 3 ppl i target didnt reply yet someone from a far was responding (pointing and laughing) OMG. I even repeated it to proof to them that those stranger respond lar.. x_x.
3rd funniest - Mel did Jumping jack.. wasted lotsa time to convince her man!!
4th funniest dare - Terence was requested by irene to demo a cat walk which was super funny, sexy and it has showed off his 'assets'. He did not have to do that man!
We stayed there till 11plus.
B4 that, four super 'hot' ppl was on a car bonnet writings and colouring the puzzle (Present). [ ppl think we vandalizing - might even call police] Well its been quite long since we do 'MAD' things.
Terence's butt is always be the innocent victim for cars bump.
Cold Celebration at ESKI Bar - finally. Squeeze in the freezer segment ... burrr.. was out to the warmer place after a while and gotten a cosy area. Mical begin to work to earn for her puzzle pieces - that's like 100 pcs to complete. Mel and I tried on the Car and we nearly vomited due to giddiness.
She has to say touching words to all and earn SOME only.
Cool we stayed till real late. like 2am bah.. some had drink some had mocktail and juices too. NICE!
Prata supper@ Changi, were there to see BarBop* ( man in women's presentation) lol. Mical nvr been there so brought her to see. I've seen when I was primary 5/6 so that's nothing unusual.
Home sweet home @3am- 4am.
Wonderful day.
Graduation and Bday celebration.
Free employment status for 1 day - out from SCB.
Sleep till sat 2pm. omg I had to help out at the YDOY at expo at 2.30 ..
reached 3.30.. pretty fast. hehe..
it was a praise and worship with his grace nicholas chia bracing it. Wow its my 1st time seen so many young teens so high and enthu jus like a concert. maybe its been quite some time i've gone for a praise and worship session. Meaningful i would say.
Had a fall from the stage when i was removing the props. It was right infront of the pitch dark crowd and from the top. Damn it. But only hurt on my butt. In split seconds I felt and thought of nothing. No hurts on neck, back or even ankle. I was Lucky. He was there to protect everyone. I know it.
Only had Blueblack on my legs. SOOOOO BIIIGGGGG MAN!
Had weird dreams on that night.. I had a husband who was a ex-prisoner and the storyline was weird but seems to run smooth. Weirdest dream ever. Thought there was a msg for me. * maybe. Cant figure out though.
Visit Ah Ma on Sunday. She is still the same. On the Bed. The bacteria are still hitting on her legs.. not letting her go. - release from pain. Toes has totally declare dead and may drop anytime. Sad to say this. She has work her whole life and full of different medical history - thick till the doctors are shock.
Cousins wedding's this coming Oct - helping out too.. its been so long there is a wedding. Hopefully she will be able to see it.
She was even saying cant see mine. But I do hope and bless her that she can see mine too. Cos she is so dear to all of us jus like my Grandma who went off when i was 14. To think of her, I would still cry sometimes. Like now, the watering eyes.
Alright. i'm too tired to say le. As for work at Great Eastern this week will update again bah. Photos for grad will come later. Nitey. My Friends. My Pals. My Gals and WOL.
Love, Jean

수요일, 6월 20, 2007

Finally I am not Strong

it was an eventful weekend.

birthday celebration, haircut and treatment.
Eventually fall ill with a cough, slight fever, couple of drinks and up it goes the temperature. Maxi it hit 39.0'c wow that really rare for me to get this high fever.

Now it is a real sick situation. 2 panadol down and the fever went on like roller coaster. DOwn and Up ( in the middle of the night)

Still cant manage to get to work on monday. Gave a last minute notice for MC.

Love the morning breakfast with dad and mum at kovan - porridge with small dish.. papa's fav. Then doctor time!!

If cough dont get better and rashes appear - might be dengue fever!! OMG

Had a good sleep in the afternoon, medicines taking effect. Fever is like falling rain. Going down.

Cough still there! Worse now is the running nose.i would yi pa bi ti yi pa lei!! cry like no one's business. Shit!!

tuesday was better le. Hopefull can get better cos the antibotics is really damn big tablet lar. and I have 4 type of medicines in total. -.- Faint liao*

3 times a day.. sorry i skip breakfast so 2 times a day. hhehe.

Thank mama and pa for driving me to clinic and the love and tender care when i'm sick. Similarly will do the same to u two no matter u are old weak or sick.

Still hunting for job.. got an offer from ALJ pay not bad. and its about marketing kinda challengeing jobscope. But that mean its gonna be the start of my career. will it be the best 1st step to take with all the opportunity cost. Hopefully it is . Have yet to reply but by this week. Still awaiting from Great eastern side. Seems low though but no low spirit. Cos i know i'll be definitely fine no matter where i go. so Please jia you oh!!

Quoted ' everything needs a START'

jean aka o.o (in the process of curing it. :P)
Love pa and ma.

일요일, 6월 10, 2007

GSS, CONCERT & GATHERINGS


2 jun, sat - May Day JUmp concert 2007
Kaiway, jin hui, clement, david and me attended and witnessed the great and fantastic performance by 五月天. Lots of song they sang, old, new and popular ones too. Super as the already are. Thanks to kw auctioned the tickets.. and we went to the middle and stand.. * 2nd part of concert is damn high .. every one were lead to JUMP away from the earth surface. They are good with crowds man.




3 jun, sun - Baby Kayven's bday - 1 yr old
family gathering when cousin esther come back from USA with 2 citizenship baby kayven.. cute as he is..




6 jun, wed - dinner with THE MEN
NS for sgprean guys are complusory so .. we had a little farwell blessing dinner with damien, yong siang, eddie with gals candice, jieying and me at swensen orchard. weird thing is today(10 jun, sunday) damien should already be in the camp BUT he was on MSN- I was surprise.. alright will disclose the mystery at my next entry kk!!


9 jun, sat - choir wedding and GSS 3rd shopping spree
1st time choir for wedding .. feel so blessed for the couple. i see the church, it was not fill up very much... but they are witnessed in marriage in the eyes of god so it does not matter.


However, I would wish that my own will have many ppl coming to share with me the joyous moment. and walking down the aisle and be offered the blessing from friends, family, pals, gals, partners, and many others.




Noon time, out in the GSS by 12pm - wow pretty early and not crowded.. thanks puileng.. we can avoid crowd. ok .. i'll wake up early next time. hahaha for the sake of less crowd and easy shopping!! personal items and presents.



here you go..



got a dark blue jeans for 30+ at heeren.

yellow offshoulder top from cineleisure.

and two pretty un--es from topshop/promotion

anyway pls dont mistake it, its not for me its for friend's bday.. hehehe.



Previously, i had 2 rounds of shopping and bought make-up items

BODY SHOP - cucumber milk* and water* and concealer

*heard gona to cut stock soon.



FACE SHOP - blusher, lip gloss*, and facial mask.

*now lips are better not that dry le.. a tip dont put ur lip balm with lip gloss if u have dry lips.. it'll be worse. :)



so .. many more things to buy.. its a long wish list.. watches i saw it 50% discount at Tang, [Denni
brand] and ladies's 小可爱 under promotion too...



recently many ppl birthday.. fainting le cos pocket's hole is getting bigger, but i'm happy for them !!



ok nitey really sleep, share again next week .


수요일, 5월 23, 2007

老婆 是你吗?

从昨天

到今天

还有明天

感谢老天让你们陪在我身边


爱的心

痛的心

等待的心

因为有你们的拥抱我很放心


当初见面的不安彼此探索

也许有点茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才放现这世界中

没有人比你们更懂我


朋友 姐妹

都已不够来形荣

我们的默奇骄傲扶持与包容

老婆 老婆

我们一起打勾勾

请记得约定的旅程到永久。


Well this chinese song is a meaning full one for SHE but to me it is so for friends who can be this good too.

This is a real unique relationship which they possess, how much I hope I'll have this exist in my life but not yet or i just didnt know yet.


Friends from the Beginning to the NeverEnding.


I'll invite you to enjoy this meaninful song from the deepest of my warmest heart. :p

월요일, 3월 12, 2007

My Tarot Representation

An interesting review here about myself, after my WOL introduce us to spent our time with it.

My Tarot Card is the 'The Lovers' which represents intuition and inspiration whereby a choice has to be made often. Yet there is motive, power and actioning arising from it.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

Red: How true can it be? But I'll admit that I follow my heart when I make decisions at any ocassion. There's Pros and Cons however, only this I'll never regret about the choice I've made because that's the true me!! - Sixth Sense as my instinct for everything, strong and accurate as it has been.


You are The Lovers

To find out more about yourself and your Tarot Card, click below. All the best!

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

~Managing your life makes others ' easier ~ your convenice may result to others' inconvenice ~

jean