tata

well i'm taking a long leave off Facebook and moments off my blog for the next few months.

let's hope things get better when I'm back.

empty out and fill it up again

for the last 4 days it hasn't been good. happy not exactly. energetic not really. working hard, for the wrong cause.

who and what are the priorities in my life. I wonder. when and how am I handling it. I wonder.

my energy, strength, and madness seems to have driven too far away from me to keep me alive with joy and happiness.

reality has come closer to me ever since. I was wrong in everything. how far more can I go. I wonder.

where is the heart of mine which touches the life of others around me. now I no longer feel touched. why? I wonder.

accept who I am or change who I am. i really am not happy. nothing is keeping me there but my faith. I'm hanging onto it really hard and not letting it go because he has never let me go.

in my lowest point in life, in my most sad moments in life, in my most worrying time in life I know he is always there to guide me, help me and shower me with love. I thank him.

it is for who he made me to be. I live.

please keep reminding me that I should love others as much as he loves us.