Sudden Swing!

What swings? A Swing!

Up, Down. Fast, Slow. Energetic, Weakly. Ambitious, Subtle. Dangerous, Safe. Constant, inconsistent. Enjoyable, Disgusting. Dared, Feared. Glad, Worry. Future, Past. Front, Back.

Another thing that swing most is a Mood. Is this in control? I have no idea. I only know the result. Either pissed off or feel blissful.

Good example. 7 Dec, completed the Standard Chartered 10 Km marathon. Felt really good and happy. Next hour or so, I'm pissed by my friend. Spoilt the whole day.

Stayed at home recently, glad and happy that I have all the time I want. But irritated by the fact of missing friends yet don't want to meet them. Super duper contradicting. x_X

Having my block leave soon. Looking forward and the trip to Phuket. A night spoilt cos I Missed My Corporate Finance class. Freak!! It lesson on Dividend Policy - one of the most useful and interesting chapter I would like. And very related to work. But missed cos of work and for block leave. See how contradicting life can be. The most terrible fact is that is the last lesson before term break!!!!! Freaking irritated and sad. Same complained to norman again. Sorry for that. Cos i know only you will entertain my such msg.

Mical made it better when she initate to ask out for study on sat. Withdrawn initially. Tried to politely reply that I may not want and change topic. But she kept returning on track on the topic. Yea. At the moment I'm fine to meet with her. Maybe I really need someone to accompany to study as I'm seriously getting no where! I hate this. Its so stupid and I'm seeing this happen. Its even more stupid. Crap.

Frustrated so decided to blog. Yes, it tonight that these happened.

On the LRT. This theory surfaced. Don't know if you agree.
Your family are the parent tree sheltering you at growing stage.

When you grow up, your limbs, knowledge, humane, feelings, teaching and culture are the roots that grow deep and strong into earth holding you real tight and firm in the forest. In this, you can weather against any storm that comes your way.

While, friends, are the same species as you whom you share the same soil and environment when growing up.

But if bad weather you choose to let go, you will lose your roots, and fall. You may fall but friends are near the environment whom will give you the cushion support to prevent you from complete collapsing. Your family, will block the bad weather even before it reaches you. SO You Should Never Let Loose. Hold and Grip Tight to the roots in that soils of that environment where you grown up. You can grow very very tall to see, feel and participate in the world. But you don't need to transplant to other environment to be in the World. Cos in those place. Trees around you are not the same species in the new environment with new soil. Most importantly, you lose your shelter.


Good night. Merry Christms and Happy New Year.
I want a happy and stress free trip. It will be. Keep things simple. Memorable does not mean expensive. Relax and let the time go slowly.

Close to nature thats what I want to experience in this trip. Not shopping.

Jean.