6 Dec 08. POA class in the afternoon. Pass marathon bag to chinleong. Pissed by the librairian,
Finally settle down at the table with my reference text. Surfing the UOL student portal. Random check at email.
Where I receive a warm and touching regards from a friend. I laugh and crap with this person so often then i do to others. It was unexpected to recieve a heartwarming message from this person. It was personal so I shall not share with you who this person is. Lets name this person, xiaoling bah.
Opened my mails, read the first msg. I ignored it be it watever msg it was. Next msg had a unique title! I was surprise too.
Went on reading. The very 1st sentence has made me teary already. Repeatedlly i read the 1st sentence and yes.. the more i read that 1st sentence goodness i'm gonna cry. In the library, I dont want to be label and a mad or heartbroken women so i kept reading although the 1st sentence is really difficult to finish.
Sorry i'm not sharing content with u. But from xiaoling's msg, I've realise that she has grown up a lot. compare to a few years ago. Yes, i agree 21 means some changes in our life. But in my opinion, do not take 21 as an important indicator or something which determines if you have achieve something successful in your own context. It makes your life worse.
I once remember either eddie or norman said this. 21 is only a convienent number which the official state that you are an adult with resposibility of what you do. If you do wrong, get punish. Conveient age to draw the line of punishment.
20 was scaring. Like going into another phrase. But come to think about it, not exactly. I trust that we all need to live to the fullest and have lovely, precious and long lasting memories in the whole of our life we have lived.
It's all in the mind. If you do not agree. There is nothing i can do cos i dont want to influence or create mega dispute on this topic.
I do love all my gals and pals whom I still keep in contact with, be it once a year or frequently. In all it counts. Pardon me for the coming drastic changes in my life for the next few months cos i'm gonna change my lifestlye in stages.
Give me some time as I need to recharge as well and redevelop some objectives(good time as the new year is coming).
If you throw me aside after this period. Be it. I wouldnt bother to get you back when I'm back to the happy me.
I'm never a gentle person, never a gracious person, never a considerate person, never a understanding person. Who knows i might have scold in deep in my heart before. Maybe I didnt even know myself. lol after so many years i'm back to this qns again. .. but nvm,,life's journey is about find out more about yourself and blah blah blah....
Thanks candice for pointing the portion u dont like about me.when damien asked previously..--. being slow in reacting at times..
Qns : Do you really think I'm truthfully slow? A qns to ask you who are reading. If you have an anwser do let me know. Cos I have the answer to this qns but no way i'll share it. :)
Thanks Xiaoling!.. You are also a person I love too. And you are one person who makes this blog alive too. :)
ok..,. done for now.. books on!!! jia you to you, reading my blog, too!!
to love and be loved,
Jean
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Must be norman, cause to Eddie , age was never a issue to begin with!
I opt for the better option ; hopefully i can never grow up.
Qns : Do you really think I'm truthfully slow?
Dear Jean, Life is a marathon, not a 100m sprint. Whats the point of reacting fast to everything? Personally, I have nothing against slow reaction, it just that I will keep laughing whenever ed needs to repeat to you. However, that is what make you, you.
Qns : Do you really think I'm truthfully slow?
No, actually not really. Jean, Life is a marathon, not a 100m sprint. There isn't any need to react so fast to anything. It only irritates eddie and really entertains the crowd. However, that is what make you, you.
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